Dawn & Dusk

Looking back
In my journal
I see the goodness of God
In every scribble

I see agonising questions
And desperate prayers
Answered by God
A few pages later

I see that God
Has been speaking to me
That there is a theme to His messages
That before I could not see

I see my current emotions
Written in the pages before
I see that they pass
And so feel more assured

My despondency lifts
My weariness vanishes
My sleeping faith awakes
And my dying joy is resurrected