Rumination
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Echoes
Why did the people Trying to help me Sound like the voices Depression sent me? I went to them To be released But they tightened the straps And added a leash The condemnation, the shame The endless berating Why did they echo My internal narration? They thought I was weak And they did not hide… Continue reading
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It’s Not Complicated
A lament There’s nothing complicated here It’s not hard to understand There’s no need to speculate This is not hard to grasp Take a person Work him to the bone Strip him of what he loves And leave him on his own He will dwindle and fade Fall into an abyss Be consumed by exhaustion… Continue reading
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Treadmill
A lament I am on a treadmill And I dare not stop For a bed of spikes wait If I were to fall off I am in a cruel game A wicked trap Holding a boulder over my toes Until my arms crack If I stop my efforts My mood will fall If I continue… Continue reading
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Rotten
Old milk Stagnates insideCurdling in The recesses of the mind It forms soggy clumps That swell with green mouldPutrid fluids oozing In every fold The brain becomes clogged With this festering messAs envy and jealousy Transform into bitterness Slowly the mind Turns into a gloopAs the head sloshes With this fetid soup Other poems on… Continue reading
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Jewels of Jealousy
A wretched ruby Of wrath and rageGlowers in Its fiery cage A bitter ball Of bickering blameSimmers in Jealousy’s cold, blue flames A swirling sphere Of ceaseless sorrowBears grim tidings On the morrow Jewels of jealousy And of judgementGive rise to misery And destruction Continue reading
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Well of Sorrows
I have in me A well of sorrows Its dampness permeates Seeps into my bones I filled this chasm With wretched tears Hiding them from The scorn of my peers On some days It overflows As ink-stained tears That form into poems So I will let this flow Of tears start So other emotions Can… Continue reading
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Wicked Branches
Twitching branches Pale, ghostly arms Sickly leaves unfurling With blackened palms Greedy and cruel With clinging vines Wicked whispers which Corrode and undermine Spiteful words Birthed this jungle here And so festering self-doubt Leads to paralysing fear The branches lock Around their victim Twitching delightfully As he starts to listen Continue reading
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Premonition
A lament It lurks in your mindA secret thoughtThat years of depressionHas brought to the fore Like an itch under the skinTingling in your feetLike a tarantula on the backAlways just out of reach It’s a dreadful premonitionThat nothing mattersThat all joy is fragileAnd always shatters Continue reading
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Bitterness (repost)
Stale milk Stagnating inside We harbour envy Then it rots our minds It darkens our corneas Until all is black It poisons our tongue Weaponises it for attack The world melts away Leaving only sharp edges The sun diminishes To darkness, it pledges Your flesh turns cold As the warmth disappears Your emotions embalm No… Continue reading
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A Court of Crows
A court of crowsGathers in my mindConspiring so close togetherThat their beaks grind They croak and groanCackle and moanAs they bicker overMy bag of bones Their seditious whispersEcho in my hallsAs they urge my enemiesTo go to war But this councilWill be disbandedWhen my white dove of hopeHas finally landed Continue reading
Dawn & Dusk 