Anger
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Struggling
A lament I am exhausted I am run down I fight every day To pick myself off the ground The duvet wraps around me In an iron grip My legs are weak and trembling My mind can barely think Every day I dig deeper Into reserves I didn’t know I had Every day I find… Continue reading
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My Blood is Black
My blood is black And I bleed from pens My tears are black ink Which paper fails to stem I create instead of crying My pains made eternal Hide the dark nights of my soul In the deep cracks of a journal My hand reaches out As I am engulfed by a vapour And my… Continue reading
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Trapped Words
Trapped words In my chest Screaming out Still unsaid A myriad of ideas Swirling in my mind I’m running out of space And I’m running out of time This burden of passion Has no outlet It pierces me with sorrow And fills me with regret This childhood dream Lives in my heart Waiting for the… Continue reading
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Deep Wounds
Deep wounds In secret places Angry scars Not the only traces Bitter is the water Tainted with pain The sky weeps An endless torrent of rain Take my hand In the midst of this storm Hold me close Keep me warm When darkness strikes The tender parts of my heart Lord, take the shattered pieces… Continue reading
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The Search
Bruised heart Always burns Bitter wounds Still never learn Empty tables Where friends once sat Dark clouds My emotions entrapped Reaching hands Grasp thin air Paper and pen My mind becomes clear I searched for answers For freedom, for friends It was in quiet reflection That I found peace in the end Continue reading
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The Fight for Faith
I know what this is about The truth has been revealed to me There is a battle going on A desperate fight for victory There is a siege on my faith An assault on my belief An attack led by bitterness Disappointment and grief Hell’s gates are open All they want is one thing That… Continue reading
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When Words Were Gone
Life set fire To what I loved most Stole the words from my lips Like an unseen ghost The seat of my ideas My passions, my inspirations Was turned into ash Reduced to a charred wasteland Where words once flowed There was a cavernous void The fountain in my heart Was savagely destroyed Words evaporated… Continue reading
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Hidden Stories
A lament Deeply frustrated Seared with pain Burdened with purpose But tied up in chains I have worlds in my mind Characters wander around Their clanging voices In my dreams sound Their epic stories Clutter my thoughts I see their pain and agonies See the battles they have fought I need to let them out… Continue reading
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Anger at Anxiety
I am fury I am rage You fed me lies You caused me pain You wrapped me in chains Made me live in fear You pierced me with sorrow Took everything I held dear In dark you hide Afraid of the light You cast long shadows In hope of causing fright But anxiety, you’re weak… Continue reading
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Bitter Root
Plant a seed of anger Bury it deep Nurture its sapling Tend gently to its leaves Feed it with resentment Hold it in the heart Let the poison take root And the growth begin to start The plant begins to grow Coiling out from the heart Its tendrils weave around you Reaching out to grasp… Continue reading
Dawn & Dusk 